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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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They tried to make me go to rehab

I had the weirdest dream a few nights ago. First I dreamed that I cut up my arm, even though I haven't cut since last April. Then, I was really upset (although I don't remember what happened in the dream to upset me) and so I ate a bowl of ice cream. And then another bowl. And then another bown. And then - well, you get the point. And when I woke up I thought I really had been eating all that ice cream - I swear, my tummy even felt full! And then I was thinking, 'Oh I can't believe I cut last night!' and looked down at my arm to check out the damage. Of course there was nothing there. But it all just seemed so real...

7:58 a.m. - 2007-09-21

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

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