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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm trying to hold it together So, it's almost four in the morning and I can't sleep. Instead, I'm downstairs in the computer lab surfing the Internet and listening to music. Yeah, I'm pretty cool. I felt better today, except for when I first woke up and right now. Just like this morning, I feel kinda sick to my stomach. Oh, and did I mention yesterday that I look terrible? I have these dark circles under my eyes. I don't even know how many people told me today (yesterday?) that I looked tired. A few days ago I even shut the light off in the bathroom because I didn't want to see myself, I looked so horrible. I don't understand why. I've been getting btwn 7 - 9 hours of sleep each night. Maybe I just need to eat better. Or stop eating all together. Cutting sounds really good right now. Luckily (or sadly) all my razors are in my room and I don't want to rustle around too much in case I wake up my roommate. But I guess I'll try to get some sleep before the sun rises... 3:57 a.m. - 2006-08-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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