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I'm a slacker

Well, my fall break has come and gone, my blissful week of being at home is fading to a mere memory, and I'm back at school and being as lazy as ever :) I did have a really nice break, though. I ended up skipping out early and actually left around 3:30 on the 12th. I just could not wait to go home any longer. Besides, I only had two morning classes on Friday because my afternoon one was canceled, and I probably would not have gone to those classes anyway. But I've already missed both classes once, so no more skipping out for me!! But I went home and surprised everyone - well, almost everyone. I couldn't hold out and ended up calling my boyfriend and telling him I was on my way back. But no one else knew, and boy was my mom surprised to see me, hehe. I was going to call and ask her if she'd be mad if I came home, but I knew she'd say it was up to me and I'd be guilted into staying until Friday. My boyfriend and I ended up going over to my sister's house and eating pizza with her and her boyfriend. We also took her puppy (okay, so he's fully grown now, but he's only 8 months old) outside and ran around with him for a bit. He just loves the fall! He's happy as could be zig-zagging around in the leaves and such.

I didn't really do much else over break. I hung out with Eric a few times. We had a Charmed marathon, went out to eat twice, and played the new Sims 2 Pets game (he is OBSESSED with anything Charmed or Sims related). He even gave me a digital camera, but only because he just bought a new one and it drives him nuts that I'm forever using disposable cameras. It actually wasn't so bad. I saw Liz a few times, although not as much as I would have liked. She got a new puppy. She's cute, but insane. I said it stands to reason because she is Liz's puppy, after all :) I even hung out with my family a bit and went out to eat with them the Saturday before I came back. I was with my boyfriend most of the time, though. If someone had told me a year ago that I would be so head over heels for this boy, that I would curl up with his sweatshirt at night because it smells like him, that I would miss him so much it hurts, I would have told them they were crazy. But it's true.

Me. The girl who thought boys were overrated. In love. We've been dating for 1 1/2 years tomorrow. After everything I've put him through, I'm surprised he's stuck around. Either I'm a good lay, or he loves me too :)

9:56 p.m. - 2006-10-24

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

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