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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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Get down with the sickness

I'm feeling much, much better, although sometimes I still feel kinda dizzy...

Things are kind of...weird between me and my boyfriend. I don't really think he notices, though. I don't know. I love him, I really do, but it's like I become a different person when I'm at school. And I feel so guilty because I want to be with my school friends and my roommate and my suitemates instead of calling him or Liz or anyone else on the phone. It's strange to me because I could talk for hours to Liz or my boyfriend last year. But then again I wasn't getting on as well with people like I am this year. I really like the girls I live with, and I love doing things with them even though all we do is act like dorks and watch movies. So why do I feel like I'm betraying my boyfriend and my friends from home?

7:03 p.m. - 2006-09-06

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

pick your poison:

a-sad-story
alexiaaa
anadoll
bloodyme
brokenmirror
cut-deeper
cuttersclub
dissolving
enurta
ethereal-red
figmentatus
icut
just-fine
lightgrey
lithorian
lovelyashley
miss-k2
msjessica
onecutabove
pollys-pins
purgingme
rejazz
star-soul
sorrowshadow
suicideinc
x-t-o-r-n-x
xxplaydeadxx
bandchick182
miedema2002