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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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All the drugs in this world won't save her from herself

I've been thinking alot about Liz lately. I haven't talked to her in a while because she said her phone's fucked up, but I wonder if it got shut off. I'm worried about her. She told me once that she no longer cared what happened to her. I couldn't believe it. I want to take her by her shoulders and shake her until she sees what kind of fucked up life she's living. She's my best friend, and I love her so much it hurts, but I honestly don't know how much more I can take. I can hardly stand to be around her when she's fucked up, which is pretty much all the time anymore. She says her life is shit, but she's not doing anything to make it any better. She's so smart, and people just automatically love her. She could do something, like really do something, but she doesn't want to. She just wants to get high and waste her life.

I don't even have any respect for her anymore.

7:25 p.m. - 2005-12-05

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

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anadoll
bloodyme
brokenmirror
cut-deeper
cuttersclub
dissolving
enurta
ethereal-red
figmentatus
icut
just-fine
lightgrey
lithorian
lovelyashley
miss-k2
msjessica
onecutabove
pollys-pins
purgingme
rejazz
star-soul
sorrowshadow
suicideinc
x-t-o-r-n-x
xxplaydeadxx
bandchick182
miedema2002