All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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It's the art of falling down

So, I just realized that I talk about my friends all the time, but I haven't introduced all of them. So that's what this entry is. It's probably going to be a little boring, but if anyone's interested...

Me - 19-yr-old college student; I cut myself but am trying to stop. My friends are the most important people in the world to me, and I would die for them. I have a cat, Socks, and I love it when he sleeps with me. I can also be a bit of a bitch.

Liz - my oldest and bestest friend. I love her so much it's hard to believe. We've been there for each other through almost everything imaginable, and I'm glad to have a friend like her because she understands me so well. She ran into some trouble at college, dropped out, and is now living at home and has traded drinking for drugs. She has kind of a bad taste in boys, and her current boyfriend, Chris, is the worst.

Tegan - my ex-best friend from junior high until the start of senior year. She lies so much that sometimes I think she doesn't know how to tell the truth. She lives with her fiance, Mike, and hardly speaks to her family. Mike is her world. I used to consider her family, but now we barely speak.

Eric - my best guy friend. Tegan moved away freshman year, and I thought I would die, but I was with Jack so much that I hardly missed her at all. He has a big mouth, though, and I don't trust him like I used to. He lives at home, and is openly gay.

Adam - my boyfriend. We've been dating for eight months on Christmas, and I love spending time with him. However, I just found out that he's been lying to me for months about using meth. I'm not sure if I love him or not.

Alex, Ryan, and Luke - three boys from high school who now live together at "the apartment." Alex used to be a huge pothead and a meth user, but his girlfriend, Staci, doesn't like it and he pretty much quit for her. He still does both every once in a while, but not like he used to. Ryan and Luke are twins. All three are hilarious, and I love spending time at their apartment.

Jo - one of my older sisters, and the closest to me in age. We get along very well, and she spoils me like no other. She's been through some rough times, but she's incredibly strong. We used to fight when we both lived at home, and I never thought that I would consider her one of my best friends.

3:52 p.m. - 2005-12-28

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self - destruct