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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'll kill myself by holding my breath What the fuck is wrong with me? Why don't I understand math? My friend helped me yesterday for FIVE FUCKING HOURS on my math review sheet for the final I had today. We went over problems again and again until I understood and could do it myself, and then I get to the final today and it's like I've never seen these problems before in my life. And the sad thing is I think the first six were supposed to be really easy. It wouldn't bother me so much, but I actually studied and I know I didn't do well. I don't know why I bother - at least if I don't study and I get a bad grade I can blame it on that. But when I do study and I get a bad grade, well that just makes me feel like a fucking stupid loser. I'll probably still get a 'B' overall because the teacher is a really easy grader, but what the fuck am I going to do next semester when I have applied math with a different teacher? And I was so fucking optimistic before the final... 4:14 p.m. - 2006-05-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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