All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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We are knocking on death's door

I've just about had it with Liz.

So, Tegan got married recently and guess who didn't show up to her wedding? Yep - Liz. And why wasn't she there? Oh, her boyfriend wanted to go on a roadtrip. How fucking bitchy is that? And then, when I talked to Liz later on, she didn't even ask how Tegan's wedding was. All she wanted to talk about was what she did over the weekend.

I'm so sick of her shit. Everything is about her and her boyfriend. She doesn't even care about anyone else. Whenever I go home, I have to go see her. And her boyfriend always has to be around. It doesn't matter that they live together and see each other everyday, while I only see her maybe a few times a month - they can't get enough of each other. And he wasn't even going to let me sit by her one night when I went over there during my fall break. And when he finally did move, he was pouting and was pissed off that I wanted to sit beside her. And the worst part? She doesn't seem to care - doesn't even seem to notice!! It pisses me off - she's supposed to be my best friend, but I guess her boyfriend comes first. Fifteen or sixteen years of friendship is nothing when it comes to their eight-month relationship.

Okay, I'm sorry. I just had to get that off my chest.

10:14 p.m. - 2006-11-06

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self - destruct