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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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It's hard to say how I feel today

So, it's a brand new day, and I don't quite feel like I'm having a mental breakdown anymore. I still want to cut, though. I want to cut badly. I don't know why, and I wish I didn't because I have to take a shower tonight and I'm afraid I'll do it again. I've gotten much better at hiding it, but I have to stay turned a certain way when I'm changing and my roommate's in the room, so I can only cut on one leg. I don't know. I'm really tempted. Maybe I'll just turn in my brand new razors, but I don't want to let them go, too!! And I don't want my RD to think that I can't take care of myself, or worry that I'm too much of a risk or something. I really wish I was high right now.

And I'm horny as fuck.

6:20 p.m. - 2006-03-29

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

pick your poison:

a-sad-story
alexiaaa
anadoll
bloodyme
brokenmirror
cut-deeper
cuttersclub
dissolving
enurta
ethereal-red
figmentatus
icut
just-fine
lightgrey
lithorian
lovelyashley
miss-k2
msjessica
onecutabove
pollys-pins
purgingme
rejazz
star-soul
sorrowshadow
suicideinc
x-t-o-r-n-x
xxplaydeadxx
bandchick182
miedema2002