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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Don't really care about what happens to me What is happening to me? Lately, all I can think about it is cutting. It invades my thoughts when I least expect it, no matter if I'm happy or I'm sad or I'm angry - it's always there. I gave in last night. I can't cut like I used to so they're more like scratches, but they're there. I was only going to make a few cuts, but now I have twenty red lines on my arm. And I just keep thinking about it, about cutting more and more. I HATE THIS!! I don't understand what's wrong with me! I have a boyfriend who tells me he loves me everyday, a mom and a sister who would do anything for me, I go to a wonderful school where I'm very proud to be a student, I have awesome friends who love me very much, and I live with three girls who I always have fun with. So why do I feel so sad and lonely and...empty? 3:02 p.m. - 2006-11-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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