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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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Stop pickin' on me because I'm a geek

I feel sad tonight.

I don't know why. I was insanely hyper early, bouncing around everywhere and annoying my roommate. But now...I don't know.

I always feel so fake when I'm sad. What do I have to be sad about?? I'm a relatively healthy, somewhat normal 20 year old girl. I'm in college and have a good, although low-paying, job. I have a boyfriend, a family, and a number of friends who love me. I haven't cut in two months. There are people who have real, actual problems instead of the small, insignificant ones I seem to suffer from. So why do I get so sad sometimes?

I hate it when I'm like this. I don't want to do anything. I don't even want to cut. I don't understand. I don't understand anything, least of all myself.

6:43 p.m. - 2006-11-02

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

pick your poison:

a-sad-story
alexiaaa
anadoll
bandchick182
bloodyme
brokenmirror
cut-deeper
cuttersclub
dissolving
enurta
ethereal-red
figmentatus
icut
just-fine
lightgrey
lithorian
lovelyashley
miedema2002
miss-k2
msjessica
onecutabove
pollys-pins
purgingme
rejazz
star-soul
sorrowshadow
suicideinc
x-t-o-r-n-x
xxplaydeadxx
failedhello
sadhaven