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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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Together we will float like angels

Hmm.

I'm really sure what to say...

I've lost a few more pounds since I last posted - 10 pounds to go until I reach my next goal, yay!! Too bad I've had three nights where I binged and purged in the last two weeks :( I don't know why. I know how bad it is, but it's like I can't control it. And, as bad as it is, it's better than gaining weight.

I had my first mental breakdown of the year (well, the school year, anyway) on Friday. My boyfriend came to see me, and we were having a fabulous time and then we laid down and were getting ready to have sex and I got really mad and pissed off and finally just broke down crying. He kept apologizing and I kept telling him that it wasn't him even though I made it seem like it was. He held me and was there for me and, when I finally calmed down, we ended up having sex ;) Just what the doctor ordered!! lol.

Anyway, I don't really have too much more to say, but I DO have a ton of homework, so I'm getting off here. Night!

7:21 p.m. - 2007-09-18

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

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