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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cut my life into pieces... *sigh* I don't feel like doing anything. I just want to curl up in a ball and listen to music and stare at the wall. But I can't. Too much homework. Blah. I kinda wanna cut. It's just so tempting. And it would make me feel better just to see the blood and feel the pain...but I can't. The school found out that I cut, and I've had two meetings with the RD of my dorm already and am on "probation". If I get caught cutting again, I could be kicked out of my dorm or "asked to leave on my own terms." It's such bullshit. It's my body - why can't I do what I want. But oh well. I guess I'll be a good little girl and follow their rules...for now. 5:17 p.m. - 2005-11-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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