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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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Just the basics

Well, I'm not really sure how to start. I haven't kept a diary or journal for a while now, and I did have a diaryland account before, but it was years ago. But, I guess I'll just start with the basics. I'm a 19-year-old girl. I'm currently in my first semester at college, and it's going okay so far...but just okay. I haven't really gotten into the habit of studying and doing my homework like I should. High school was just waaayyyy too easy. I'm the youngest of five kids, with a huge age gap between the first three and the last two. I only live about 2 hours away from home, so I go home about every weekend to every other weekend so I can hang out and party with my friends. I have two tattoos, which I'm very proud of, and plan to get more. I love my friends more than anything, and I would die for them. I have some very bad habits, including smoking, and I seem to have lost the willpower I once had to say no to food. I've been going out with my boyfriend for about 7 months now, and he wants to say "I love you" but I'm scared. I tend to be a rather secretive person, and only reveal things on a need-to-know basis...of course, not many people need to know. And sometimes I am a complete and total bitch. Right now, I'm just living my life and having a blast! Woo-hoo!! And I'll write more in detail and more seriously later...

11:29 p.m. - 2005-11-29

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

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alexiaaa
anadoll
bloodyme
brokenmirror
cut-deeper
cuttersclub
dissolving
enurta
ethereal-red
figmentatus
icut
just-fine
lightgrey
lithorian
lovelyashley
miss-k2
msjessica
onecutabove
pollys-pins
purgingme
rejazz
star-soul
sorrowshadow
suicideinc
x-t-o-r-n-x
xxplaydeadxx
bandchick182
miedema2002