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All that I have found in reason, is reason just to not believe

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I don't wanna be lonely, I just wanna be alone

I passed out so early last night, probably before nine. And I slept until, like, 11:30 today. It was nice. I can't fall asleep at night anymore. I just lie there and stare at the ceiling or the wall and wish I could cut...

My counselor asked me the other day if I was healthy. Healthy - what's that? I'm the least healthy person I know. I skip meals, I don't get enough sleep...I pretty much consist of junk food, caffiene, and cigarettes. I guess it's working out so far, though...

My mood sucks today. One minute I feel like smiling and laughing, and the next I want to kill myself. Okay, I don't really want to kill myself - that passed once I entered high school. I hate it when I get like this. I'm so lonely, and yet I don't want to talk to anyone.

God, I need a fucking life.

2:02 p.m. - 2005-12-03

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self - destruct

the rings around your eyes they don't hide

that you need to get some rest

it's all right to make mistakes

you're only human

inside everybody's hiding something...

even at a time like this when you're crawling on the floor

think the pain belongs to you but it's happened to us all...

pick your poison:

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alexiaaa
anadoll
bloodyme
brokenmirror
cut-deeper
cuttersclub
dissolving
enurta
ethereal-red
figmentatus
icut
just-fine
lightgrey
lithorian
lovelyashley
miss-k2
msjessica
onecutabove
pollys-pins
purgingme
rejazz
star-soul
sorrowshadow
suicideinc
x-t-o-r-n-x
xxplaydeadxx
bandchick182
miedema2002